海伦·凯勒
HelenKeller
Allofushavereadthrillingstoriesinwhichtheherohadonlyalimitedandsecifiedtimetolive。Sometimesitwasaslongasayear;sometimesasshortastwenty-fourhours。Butalwayswewereinterestedindiscoveringjusthowthedoomedmanchosetosendhislastdaysorhislasthours。Iseak,ofcourse,offreemenwhohaveachoice,notcondemnedcriminalswhoseshereofactivitiesisstrictlydelimited。
Suchstoriessetusthinking,wonderingwhatweshoulddoundersimilarcircumstances。Whatevents,whatexeriences,whatassociationsshouldwecrowdintothoselasthoursasmortalbeings?Whathainessshouldwefindinreviewingtheast,whatregrets?
SometimesIhavethoughtitwouldbeanexcellentruletoliveeachdayasifweshoulddietomorrow。Suchanattitudewouldemhasizesharlythevaluesoflife。Weshouldliveeachdaywithgentleness,avigor,andakeennessofareciationwhichareoftenlostwhentimestretchesbeforeusintheconstantanoramaofmoredaysandmonthsandyearstocome。Therearethose,ofcourse,whowouldadottheEicureanmottoof
"Eat,drink,andbemerry,
"butmosteolewouldbechastenedbythecertaintyofimendingdeath。
Instoriesthedoomedheroisusuallysavedatthelastminutebysomestrokeoffortune,butalmostalwayshissenseofvaluesischanged。Hebecomesmoreareciativeofthemeaningoflifeanditsermanentsiritualvalues。Ithasoftenbeennotedthatthosewholive,orhavelived,intheshadowofdeathbringamellowsweetnesstoeverythingtheydo。
Mostofus,however,takelifeforgranted。Weknowthatonedaywemustdie,butusuallyweicturethatdayasfarinthefuture。Whenweareinbuoyanthealth,deathisallbutunimaginable。Weseldomthinkofit。Thedaysstretchoutinanendlessvista。Sowegoaboutourettytasks,hardlyawareofourlistlessattitudetowardlife。
Thesamelethargy,Iamafraid,characterizestheuseofallourfacultiesandsenses。Onlythedeafareciatehearing,onlytheblindrealizethemanifoldblessingsthatlieinsight。Particularlydoesthisobservationalytothosewhohavelostsightandhearinginadultlife。Butthosewhohaveneversufferedimairmentofsightorhearingseldommakethefullestuseoftheseblessedfaculties。Theireyesandearstakeinallsightsandsoundshazily,withoutconcentrationandwithlittleareciation。Itisthesameoldstoryofnotbeinggratefulforwhatwehaveuntilweloseit,ofnotbeingconsciousofhealthuntilweareill。
Ihaveoftenthoughtitwouldbeablessingifeachhumanbeingwerestrickenblindanddeafforafewdaysatsometimeduringhisearlyadultlife。
Darknesswouldmakehimmoreareciativeofsight;silencewouldteachhimthejoysofsound。
NowandthenIhavetestedmyseeingfriendstodiscoverwhattheysee。
RecentlyIwasvisitedbyaverygoodfriendwhohadjustreturnedfromalongwalkinthewoods,andIaskedherwhatshehadobserved…
"Nothinginarticular
"sherelied。ImighthavebeenincreduloushadInotbeenaccustomedtosuchreoses,forlongagoIbecameconvincedthattheseeingseelittle。
Howwasitossible,Iaskedmyself,towalkforanhourthroughthewoodsandseenothingworthyofnote?Iwhocannotseefindhundredsofthingstointerestmethroughmeretouch。Ifeelthedelicatesymmetryofaleaf。Iassmyhandslovinglyaboutthesmoothskinofasilverbirch,ortherough,shaggybarkofaine。InthesringItouchthebranchesoftreeshoefullyinsearchofabudthefirstsignofawakeningnatureafterherwintersslee。Ifeelthedelightful,velvetytextureofaflower,anddiscoveritsremarkableconvolutions;andsomethingofthemiracleofNatureisrevealedtome。Occasionally,ifIamveryfortunate,Ilacemyhandgentlyonasmalltreeandfeelthehayquiverofabirdinfullsong。Iamdelightedtohavethecoolwatersofabrookrushthoughtmyoenfinger。TomealushcaretofineneedlesorsongygrassismorewelcomethanthemostluxuriousPersianrug。Tometheageantofseasonsisathrillingandunendingdrama,theactionofwhichstreamsthroughmyfingertis。
Attimesmyheartcriesoutwithlongingtoseeallthesethings。IfIcangetsomuchleasurefrommeretouch,howmuchmorebeautymustberevealedbysight。Yet,thosewhohaveeyesaarentlyseelittle。Theanoramaofcolorandactionwhichfillstheworldistakenforgranted。Itishuman,erhas,toareciatelittlethatwhichwehaveandtolongforthatwhichwehavenot,butitisagreatitythatintheworldoflightthegiftofsightisusedonlyasamereconveniencesratherthanasameansofaddingfullnesstolife。
IfIweretheresidentofauniversityIshouldestablishacomulsorycoursein
"HowtoUseYourEyes
"。Therofessorwouldtrytoshowhisuilshowtheycouldaddjoytotheirlivesbyreallyseeingwhatassesunnoticedbeforethem。Hewouldtrytoawaketheirdormantandsluggishfaculties。
PerhasIcanbestillustratebyimaginingwhatIshouldmostliketoseeifIweregiventheuseofmyeyes,say,forjustthreedays。AndwhileIamimagining,suoseyou,too,setyourmindtoworkontheroblemofhowyouwoulduseyourowneyesifyouhadonlythreemoredaystosee。Ifwiththeon-comingdarknessofthethirdnightyouknewthatthesunwouldneverriseforyouagain,howwouldyousendthosethreereciousinterveningdays?Whatwouldyoumostwanttoletyourgazerestuon?
I,naturally,shouldwantmosttoseethethingswhichhavebecomedeartomethroughmyyearsofdarkness。You,too,wouldwanttoletyoureyesrestonthethingsthathavebecomedeartoyousothatyoucouldtakethememoryofthemwithyouintothenightthatloomedbeforeyou。
If,bysomemiracle,Iweregrantedthreeseeingdays,tobefollowedbyarelaseintodarkness,Ishoulddividetheeriodintothreearts。
TheFirstDay
Onthefirstday,Ishouldwanttoseetheeolewhosekindnessandgentlenessandcomanionshihavemademylifeworthliving。FirstIshouldliketogazelonguonthefaceofmydearteacher,Mrs。AnneSullivanMacy,whocametomewhenIwasachildandoenedtheouterworldtome。Ishouldwantnotmerelytoseetheoutlineofherface,sothatIcouldcherishitinmymemory,buttostudythatfaceandfindinitthelivingevidenceofthesymathetictendernessandatiencewithwhichsheaccomlishedthedifficulttaskofmyeducation。Ishouldliketoseeinhereyesthatstrengthofcharacterwhichhasenabledhertostandfirminthefaceofdifficulties,andthatcomassionforallhumanitywhichshehasrevealedtomesooften。
Idonotknowwhatitistoseeintotheheartofafriendthroughthat
"windowofthesoul
",theeye。Icanonly
"see
"throughmyfingertistheoutlineofaface。Icandetectlaughter,sorrow,andmanyotherobviousemotions。Iknowmyfriendsfromthefeeloftheirfaces。ButIcannotreallyicturetheirersonalitiesbytouch。Iknowtheirersonalities,ofcourse,throughothermeans,throughthethoughtstheyexresstome,throughwhateveroftheiractionsarerevealedtome。ButIamdeniedthatdeeerunderstandingofthemwhichIamsurewouldcomethroughsightofthem,throughwatchingtheirreactionstovariousexressedthoughtsandcircumstances,throughnotingtheimmediateandfleetingreactionsoftheireyesandcountenance。
FriendswhoareneartomeIknowwell,becausethroughthemonthsandyearstheyrevealthemselvestomeinalltheirhases;butofcasualfriendsIhaveonlyanincomleteimression,animressiongainedfromahandclas,fromsokenwordswhichItakefromtheirliswithmyfingertis,orwhichtheytaintothealmofmyhand。
Howmucheasier,howmuchmoresatisfyingitisforyouwhocanseetograsquicklytheessentialqualitiesofanotherersonbywatchingthesubtletiesofexression,thequiverofamuscle,theflutterofahand。Butdoesiteveroccurtoyoutouseyoursighttoseeintotheinnernatureofafriendoracquaintance?Donotmostofyouseeingeolegrascasuallytheoutwardfeaturesofafaceandletitgoatthat?
Forinstancecanyoudescribeaccuratelythefacesoffivegoodfriends?Someofyoucan,butmanycannot。Asanexeriment,Ihavequestionedhusbandsoflongstandingaboutthecoloroftheirwiveseyes,andoftentheyexressembarrassedconfusionandadmitthattheydonotknow。And,incidentally,itisachroniccomlaintofwivesthattheirhusbandsdonotnoticenewdresses,newhats,andchangesinhouseholdarrangements。
Theeyesofseeingersonssoonbecomeaccustomedtotheroutineoftheirsurroundings,andtheyactuallyseeonlythestartlingandsectacular。Buteveninviewingthemostsectacularsightstheeyesarelazy。Courtrecordsrevealeverydayhowinaccurately
"eyewitnesses
"see。Agiveneventwillbe
"seen
"inseveraldifferentwaysbyasmanywitnesses。Someseemorethanothers,butfewseeeverythingthatiswithintherangeoftheirvision。
Oh,thethingsthatIshouldseeifIhadtheowerofsightforjustthreedays!
Thefirstdaywouldbeabusyone。Ishouldcalltomeallmydearfriendsandlooklongintotheirfaces,imrintinguonmymindtheoutwardevidencesofthebeautythatiswithinthem。Ishouldletmyeyesrest,too,onthefaceofababy,sothatIcouldcatchavisionoftheeager,innocentbeautywhichrecedestheindividualsconsciousnessoftheconflictswhichlifedevelos。
AndIshouldliketolookintotheloyal,trustingeyesofmydogs—thegrave,cannylittleScottie,Darkie,andthestalwart,understandingGreatDaneHelga,whosewarm,tender,andlayfulfriendshisaresocomfortingtome。
OnthatbusyfirstdayIshouldalsoviewthesmallsimlethingsofmyhome。Iwanttoseethewarmcolorsintherugsundermyfeet,theicturesonthewalls,theintimatetriflesthattransformahouseintohome。MyeyeswouldrestresectfullyonthebooksinraisedtyewhichIhaveread,buttheywouldbemoreeagerlyinterestedintherintedbookswhichseeingeolecanread,forduringthelongnightofmylifethebooksIhavereadandthosewhichhavebeenreadtomehavebuiltthemselvesintoagreatshininglighthouse,revealingtomethedeeestchannelsofhumanlifeandthehumansirit。
Intheafternoonofthatfirstseeingday,IshouldtakealongwalkinthewoodsandintoxicatemyeyesonthebeautiesoftheworldofNature,tryingdeseratelytoabsorbinafewhoursthevastslendorwhichisconstantlyunfoldingitselftothosewhocansee。OnthewayhomefrommywoodlandjauntmyathwouldlienearafarmsothatImightseetheatienthorsesloughinginthefield(erhasIshouldseeonlyatractor!)andtheserenecontentofmenlivingclosetothesoil。AndIshouldrayforthegloryofacolorfulsunset。
Whenduskhadfallen,IshouldexeriencethedoubledelightofbeingabletoseebyartificiallightwhichthegeniusofmanhascreatedtoextendtheowerofhissightwhenNaturedecreesdarkness。
Inthenightofthatfirstdayofsight,Ishouldnotbeabletoslee,sofullwouldbemymindofthememoriesoftheday。
TheSecondDay
Thenextday—theseconddayofsight—Ishouldarisewiththedawnandseethethrillingmiraclebywhichnightistransformedintoday。Ishouldbeholdwithawethemagnificentanoramaoflightwithwhichthesunawakensthesleeingearth。
ThisdayIshoulddevotetoahastyglimseoftheworld,astandresent。Ishouldwanttoseetheageantofmansrogress,thekaleidoscoeoftheages。Howcansomuchbecomressedintooneday?Throughthemuseums,ofcourse。OftenIhavevisitedtheNewYorkMuseumofNaturalHistorytotouchwithmyhandsmanyoftheobjectsthereexhibited,butIhavelongedtoseewithmyeyesthecondensedhistoryoftheearthanditsinhabitantsdislayedthereanimalsandtheracesofmenicturedintheirnativeenvironment;giganticcarcassesofdinosaursandmastodonswhichroamedtheearthlongbeforemanaeared,withhistinystatureandowerfulbrain,toconquertheanimalkingdom;realisticresentationsoftherocessesofdevelomentinanimals,inman,andintheimlementswhichmanhasusedtofashionforhimselfasecurehomeonthislanet;andathousandandoneotherasectsofnaturalhistory。
Iwonderhowmanyreadersofthisarticlehaveviewedthisanoramaofthefaceoflivingthingsasicturedinthatinsiringmuseum。Many,ofcourse,havenothadtheoortunity,butIamsurethatmanywhohavehadtheoortunityhavenotmadeuseofit。There,indeed,isalacetouseyoureyes。Youwhoseecansendmanyfruitfuldaysthere,butIwithmyimaginarythreedaysofsight,couldonlytakeahastyglimse,andasson。
MynextstowouldbetheMetroolitanMuseumofArt,forjustastheMuseumofNaturalHistoryrevealsthematerialasectsoftheworld,sodoestheMetroolitanshowthemyriadfacetsofthehumansirit。Throughoutthehistoryofhumanitytheurgetoartisticexressionhasbeenalmostasowerfulastheurgeforfood,shelter,androcreation。Andhere,inthevastchambersoftheMetroolitanMuseum,isunfoldedbeforemethesiritofEgyt,Greece,andRome,asexressedintheirart。IknowwellthroughmyhandsthesculturedgodsandgoddessesoftheancientNile-land。IhavefeltcoiesofParthenonfriezes,andIhavesensedtherhythmicbeautyofchargingAthenianwarriors。AollosandVenusesandtheWingedVictoryofSamothracearefriendsofmyfingertis。ThegnarledbeardedfeaturesofHomeraredeartome,forhe,too,knewblindness。
Myhandshavelingereduonthelivingmarbleofromanscultureaswellasthatoflatergenerations。IhaveassedmyhandsoveralastercastofMichelangelosinsiringandheroicMoses;IhavesensedtheowerofRodin;IhavebeenawedbythedevotedsiritofGothicwoodcarving。Theseartswhichcanbetouchedhavemeaningforme,buteventheyweremeanttobeseenratherthanfelt,andIcanonlyguessatthebeautywhichremainshiddenfromme。IcanadmirethesimlelinesofaGreekvase,butitsfigureddecorationsarelosttome。
Soonthis,myseconddayofsight,Ishouldtrytorobeintothesoulofmanthroughthisart。ThethingsIknewthroughtouchIshouldnowsee。Moreslendidstill,thewholemagnificentworldofaintingwouldbeoenedtome,fromtheItalianPrimitives,withtheirserenereligiousdevotion,totheModerns,withtheirfeverishvisions。IshouldlookdeeintothecanvasesofRahael,Leonardo,DaVinci,Titian,Rembrandt。IshouldwanttofeastmyeyesuonthewarmcolorsofVeronese,studythemysteriesofE1Greco,catchanewvisionofNaturefromCorot。Oh,thereissomuchrichmeaningandbeautyintheartoftheagesforyouwhohaveeyestosee!
UonmyshortvisittothistemleofartIshouldnotbeabletoreviewafractionofthatgreatworldofartwhichisoentoyou。Ishouldbeabletogetonlyasuerficialimression。Artiststellmethatfordeeandtrueareciationofartonemusteducatedtheeye。Onemustlearnthroughexeriencetoweighthemeritsofline,ofcomosition,offormandcolor。IfIhadeyes,howhailywouldIembarkuonsofascinatingastudy!YetIamtoldthat,tomanyofyouwhohaveeyestosee,theworldofartisadarknight,unexloredandunilluminated。ItwouldbewithextremereluctancethatIshouldleavetheMetroolitanMuseum,whichcontainsthekeytobeauty—abeautysoneglected。Seeingersons,however,donotneedametroolitantofindthiskeytobeauty。Thesamekeylieswaitinginsmallermuseums,andinbooksontheshelvesofevensmalllibraries。Butnaturally,inmylimitedtimeofimaginarysight,Ishouldchoosethelacewherethekeyunlocksthegreatesttreasuresintheshortesttime。
TheeveningofmyseconddayofsightIshouldsendatatheatreoratthemovies。EvennowIoftenattendtheatricalerformancesofallsorts,buttheactionofthelaymustbeselledintomyhandbyacomanion。ButhowIshouldliketoseewithmyowneyesthefascinatingfigureofHamlet,orthegustyFalstaffamidcolorfulElizabethantraings!HowIshouldliketofolloweachmovementofthegracefulHamlet,eachstrutoftheheartyFalstaff!AndsinceIcouldseeonlyonelay,Ishouldbeconfrontedbyamany-horneddilemma,fortherearescoresoflaysIshouldwanttosee。Youwhohaveeyescanseeanyyoulike。Howmanyofyou,Iwonder,whenyougazeatalay,amovie,oranysectacle,realizeandgivethanksforthemiracleofsightwhichenablesyoutoenjoyitscolor,grace,andmovement?
Icannotenjoythebeautyofrhythmicmovementexcetinashererestrictedtothetouchofmyhands。IcanvisiononlydimlythegraceofaPavlowa,althoughIknowsomethingofthedelightofrhythm,foroftenIcansensethebeatofmusicasitvibratesthroughthefloor。Icanwellimaginethatcadencedmotionmustbeoneofthemostleasingsightsintheworld。Ihavebeenabletogathersomethingofthisbytracingwithmyfingersthelinesinsculturedmarble;ifthisstaticgracecanbesolovely,howmuchmoreacutemustbethethrillofseeinggraceinmotion。
OneofmydearestmemoriesisofthetimewhenJosehJeffersonallowedmetotouchhisfaceandhandsashewentthroughsomeofthegesturesandseechesofhisbelovedRiVanWinkle。Iwasabletocatchthusameagerglimseoftheworldofdrama,andIshallneverforgetthedelightofthatmoment。But,oh,howmuchImustmiss,andhowmuchleasureyouseeingonescanderivefromwatchingandhearingtheinterlayofseechandmovementintheunfoldingofadramaticerformance!IfIcouldseeonlyonelay,IshouldknowhowtoictureinmymindtheactionofahundredlayswhichIhavereadorhadtransferredtomethroughthemediumofthemanualalhabet。
So,throughtheeveningofmysecondimaginarydayofsight,thegreatfiguresofdramaticliteraturewouldcrowdsleefrommyeyes。
TheThirdDay
Thefollowingmorning,Ishouldagaingreetthedawn,anxioustodiscovernewdelights,forIamsurethat,forthosewhohaveeyeswhichreallysee,thedawnofeachdaymustbeaeretuallynewrevelationofbeauty。
This,accordingtothetermsofmyimaginedmiracle,istobemythirdandlastdayofsight。Ishallhavenotimetowasteinregretsorlongings;thereistoomuchtosee。ThefirstdayIdevotedtomyfriends,animateandinanimate。ThesecondrevealedtomethehistoryofmanandNature。TodayIshallsendintheworkadayworldoftheresent,amidthehauntsofmengoingaboutthebusinessoflife。AndwherecanonefindsomanyactivitiesandconditionsofmenasinNewYork?Sothecitybecomesmydestination。
IstartfrommyhomeinthequietlittlesuburbofForestHills,LongIsland。Here,surroundedbygreenlawns,trees,andflowers,areneatlittlehouses,haywiththevoicesandmovementsofwivesandchildren,havensofeacefulrestformenwhotoilinthecity。IdriveacrossthelacystructureofsteelwhichsanstheEastRiver,andIgetanewandstartlingvisionoftheowerandingenuityofthemindofman。Busyboastschugandscurryabouttheriverracyseedboat,stolid,snortingtugs。IfIhadlongdaysofsightahead,Ishouldsendmanyofthemwatchingthedelightfulactivityuontheriver。
Ilookahead,andbeforemerisethefantastictowersofNewYork,acitythatseemstohavesteedfromtheagesofafairystory。Whatanawe,insiringsight,theseglitteringsires。Thesevastbanksofstoneandsteel-structuressuchasthegodsmightbuildforthemselves!Thisanimatedictureisaartofthelivesofmillionsofeoleeveryday。Howmany,Iwonder,giveitsomuchasasecondsglance?Veryfew,Ifear。Theireyesareblindtothismagnificentsightbecauseitissofamiliartothem。
Ihurrytothetoofoneofthosegiganticstructures,theEmireStateBuilding,forthere,ashorttimeago,I
"saw
"thecitybelowthroughtheeyesofmysecretary。Iamanxioustocomaremyfancywithreality。IamsureIshouldnotbedisaointedintheanoramasreadoutbeforeme,fortomeitwouldbeavisionofanotherworld。
NowIbeginmyroundsofthecity。First,Istandatabusycorner,merelylookingateole,tryingbysightofthemtounderstandsomethingoftheirlive。Iseesmiles,andIamhay。Iseeseriousdetermination,andIamroud,Iseesuffering,andIamcomassionate。
IstrolldownFifthAvenue。Ithrowmyeyesoutoffocus,sothatIseenoarticularobjectbutonlyaseethingkaleidoscoeofcolors。IamcertainthatthecolorsofwomensdressesmovinginathrongmustbeagorgeoussectacleofwhichIshouldnevertire。ButerhasifIhadsightIshouldbelikemostotherwomen—toointerestedinstylesandthecutofindividualdressestogivemuchattentiontotheslendorofcolorinthemass。AndIamconvinced,too,thatIshouldbecomeaninveteratewindowshoer,foritmustbeadelighttotheeyetoviewthemyriadarticlesofbeautyondislay。
FromFifthAvenueImakeatourofthecity—toParkAvenue,totheslums,tofactories,toarkswherechildrenlay。Itakeastay-at-hometriabroadbyvisitingtheforeignquarters。AlwaysmyeyesareoenwidetoallthesightsofbothhainessandmiserysothatImayrobedeeandaddtomyunderstandingofhoweoleworkandlive。Myheartisfulloftheimagesofeoleandthings。Myeyeasseslightlyovernosingletrifle;itstrivestotouchandholdcloselyeachthingitsgazerestsuon。Somesightsareleasant,fillingtheheartwithhainess;butsomearemiserablyathetic。TotheselatterIdonotshutmyeyes,forthey,too,areartoflife。Toclosetheeyeonthemistoclosetheheartandmind。
Mythirddayofsightisdrawingtoanend。PerhastherearemanyseriousursuitstowhichIshoulddevotethefewremaininghours,butIamafraidthatontheeveningofthatlastdayIshouldagainrunawaytothetheater,toahilariouslyfunnylay,sothatImightareciatetheovertonesofcomedyinthehumansirit。
Atmidnightmytemoraryresitefromblindnesswouldcease,andermanentnightwouldcloseinonmeagain。NaturallyinthosethreeshortdaysIshouldnothaveseenallIwantedtosee。OnlywhendarknesshadagaindescendeduonmeshouldIrealizehowmuchIhadleftunseen。ButmymindwouldbesocrowdedwithgloriousmemoriesthatIshouldhavelittletimeforregrets。Thereafterthetouchofeveryobjectwouldbringaglowingmemoryofhowthatobjectlooked。
PerhasthisshortoutlineofhowIshouldsendthreedaysofsightdoesnotagreewiththerogramyouwouldsetforyourselfifyouknewthatyouwereabouttobestrickenblind。Iam,however,surethatifyouactuallyfacedthatfateyoureyeswouldoentothingsyouhadneverseenbefore,storingumemoriesforthelongnightahead。Youwoulduseyoureyesasneverbefore。Everythingyousawwouldbecomedeartoyou。Youreyeswouldtouchandembraceeveryobjectthatcamewithinyourrangeofvision。Then,atlast,youwouldreallysee,andanewworldofbeautywouldoenitselfbeforeyou。
Iwhoamblindcangiveonehinttothosewhosee—oneadmonitiontothosewhowouldmakefulluseofthegiftofsight:Useyoureyesasiftomorrowyouwouldbestrickenblind。Andthesamemethodcanbealiedtotheothersenses。Hearthemusicofvoices,thesongofabird,themightystrainsofanorchestra,asifyouwouldbestrickendeaftomorrow。Toucheachobjectyouwanttotouchasiftomorrowyourtactilesensewouldfail。Smelltheerfumeofflowers,tastewithrelisheachmorsel,asiftomorrowyoucouldneversmellandtasteagain。Makethemostofeverysense:gloryinallthefacetsofleasureandbeautywhichtheworldrevealstoyouthroughtheseveralmeansofcontactwhichNaturerovides。Butofallthesenses,Iamsurethatsightmustbethemostdelightful。
我们都读过一些令人兴奋激动的故事,故事中的主人公只能再活一段很有限的时光。有时是一年这么长,有时却只有短短的24小时。但是在探究这个将要离世的人选择怎样度过他最后岁月的问题上,我们都充满兴趣。当然,我说的是有选择权利的自由人,而不是死刑犯。死刑犯的活动范围是受到严格限制的。