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EleanordidntknowwhatwaswrongwithGrandma。Shewasalwaysforgettingthings,likewheresheutthesugar,whentoayherbills,andwhattimetobereadytobeickeduforgroceryshoing。
“WhatswrongwithGrandma?”Eleanorasked。“Sheusedtobesuchaneatlady。Nowshelookssadandlostanddoesntrememberthings。”
“Grandmasjustgettingold,”Mothersaid,“Sheneedsalotofloverightnow,dear。”
“Whatsitliketogetold?”Eleanorasked。“Doeseverybodyforgetthings?WillI?”“Noteveryoneforgetsthingswhentheygetold,Eleanor。WethinkGrandmamayhaveAlzheimersdisease,andthatmakesherforgetmore。Wemayhavetoutherinanursinghometogettheroercaresheneeds。”
“Oh,Mom!Thatsterrible!Shellmissherownlittlehousesomuch,wontshe?”
“Maybe,butthereisntmuchelsewecando。Shellgetgoodcarethereandmakesomenewfriends。”
Eleanorlookedsorrowful。Shedidntliketheideaatall。
“Canwegoandseeheroften?”sheasked。“IllmisstalkingtoGrandma,evenifshedoesforgetthings。”
“Wecangoonweekends,”Motheranswered。“Wecantakeheraresent。”“Likeicecream?Grandmalovesstrawberryicecream!”Eleanorsmiled。
“Strawberryicecreamitis!”Mothersaid。
ThefirsttimetheyvisitedGrandmainthenursinghome,Eleanorwantedtocry。
“Mom,almostalloftheeoleareinwheelchairs”shesaid。
“Theyhavetobe。Otherwisetheydfall,”Motherexlained。“NowwhenyouseeGrandma,smileandtellherhowniceshelooks。”
Grandmasatallbyherselfinacomeroftheroomtheycalledthesunarlor。Shesatlookingoutatthetrees。
EleanorhuggedGrandma。“Look,”shesaid,“webroughtyouaresent——yourfavorite,strawberryicecream!”
GrandmatooktheDixiecuandthesoonandbeganeatingwithoutsayingaword。
“Imsureshesenjoyingit,dear。”Eleanorsmotherassuredher。
“Butshedoesntseemtoknowus。”Eleanorwasdisaointed。
“Youhavetogivehertime,”Mothersaid。“Shesinnewsurroundings,andshehastomakeanadjustment。”
ButthenexttimetheyvisitedGrandmaitwasthesame。Sheatetheicecreamandsmiledatthem,butshedidntsayanything。
“Grandma,doyouknowwhoIam?”Eleanorasked。
“Yourethegirlwhobringsmetheicecream。”Grandmasaid。
“Yes,butImEleanor,too,yourgranddaughter。Dontyourememberme。”Sheasked,throwingherarmsaroundtheoldlady。
Grandmasmiledfaintly。
“Remember?SureIremember。Yourethegirlwhobringsmeicecream。
SuddenlyEleanorrealizedthatGrandmawouldneverrememberher。Grandmawaslivinginaworldallherown,inaworldofshadowymemoriesandloneliness。
“Oh,howIloveyou,Grandma!”shesaid。JustthenshesawatearrolldownGrandmascheek。
“Love,”shesaid。“Irememberlove。”
“Yousee,dear,thatsallshewants,”Mothersaid。“Love。”
“Illbringhericecreameveryweekendthen,andhugherevenifshedoesntrememberme,”Eleanorsaid。
Afterall,thatwasmoreimortant——torememberloveratherthansomeonesname。
埃莉诺不知道奶奶怎么了,她十分健忘,她会忘记糖放在哪儿,何时付账,连何时来接她去买日用杂货都会忘记。
“奶奶怎么了?”埃莉诺问妈妈。“她显得忧伤迷茫,还总记不住事,可她以前做事总是井然有序的。”
“奶奶只是年纪大了,”妈妈说。“她现在需要许多的爱,亲爱的。”
“变老会是怎么样?”埃莉诺问,“每个老人都健忘吗?我会吗?”
“不是所有人都这样,埃莉诺。奶奶可能是得了老年痴呆症,所以,才这么爱忘事。我们也许该送奶奶去敬老院,在那里,她可以得到更好的照顾。”
“噢,妈妈!那样不好!她会非常想念她的小房子,不是吗?”
“也许会这样,但我们没有别的办法,在敬老院她会得到很好的照顾,还会交新的朋友。”
埃莉诺根本不赞成这个主意,所以很伤心。
“那我们能常去看她吗?”她问。“即便她总忘事,我还是想和她—起聊天。”
“周末我们可以去看望她,”妈妈回答,“还可以带一件礼物。”
“比如冰淇淋?奶奶喜欢草莓味的冰淇淋!”埃莉诺笑了。
“好吧,就是草莓味冰淇淋了!”妈妈说。
第一次去敬老院看望奶奶,埃莉诺想哭。
“妈妈,差不多所有的老人都坐在轮椅里,”她说。